Weeks 22-24

So Life can be so freaking surprising!

I thought that the hardest part of my life in weeks 22-24 was going to be about finishing my MKMMA journey. And then BAM!   My Mom gets sick and her lips are turning blue and I am really freaking out!  I call 911 and the ambulance arrives at my house and I watch them take my Mom out on a stretcher as she is gasping for air with an oxygen mask on her face.  My heart was hurting so bad due to how afraid I am about what was going on with my Mom.

I took her to the Dr. the week before and he said she has an upper respiratory infection.  Now this Dr. has been seeing my Mom for at least 10 years.  And boy did he misdiagnose her. NO DOC!  It is pneumonia and congestive heart failure.  Boy did you screw up!  Guess they don’t call it ” Practicing medicine” for nothing… Sense my sarcasm?

So now Mom is finally home and the journey of helping her to heal begins.  Not an easy journey so far.

But as all of this chaos was going on in my life I realized that some really good things were starting to emerge out of the clouds of self doubt and fear.

I realized that when I got divorced after 32 years of marriage that I felt like my right hand had been cut off.  I now realize that back then I started to do things left handed due to the hurt, But, that was a lot harder for me since I was right handed.  But I now have turned things around in my life and I am able to use my right hand again.  And my first order of business with my right hand is to wave GOOD-BYE to my former spouse and hello to the NEW & IMPROVED ME 🙂

Next thing that I realized was that I had something on my Yellow circle on my board.   So with that said the phone rings.  My youngest daughter has made the decision to move down to Florida to start over & to help me with my Mom.  She asks me if she & the baby could stay with me?  My beautiful Grand Daughter will be 16 months old on March 30th..  Part of me was, and is still saying YIKES!  BUT, the other part of me realizes that on my board on the Yellow circle I have written in there Happy Florida Compound March 2015″.  I started to cry realizing that the end of my sad lonely days are beginning to happen, and  after a very nasty divorce  it is all turning around for me.  YAHHHH!!!  HAPPY FLORIDA COMPOUND 2015…….CHECK 🙂

So even though my Mom got sick I am happy that I now have her back.  Though my daughter was having a difficult time and she has decided to come to help us and start over, I believe it will all turn out that we will be helping each other.  GIVE MORE GET MORE!!!

I am so excited to see tomorrows webinar!  This journey has been amazing!

I want to Thank Mark J. & The Fabulous Daveen and ALL of the support team for all of the great love and support we have gotten.

A special Thank you to Carol Marsocci my WONDERFUL guild.  Thank you all for your support.

I look forward to continuing this journey with all of my kindred spirits.

PEACE BE THE JOURNEY!!

WEEK 21

It is really amazing how powerful our minds are.

I have had a few experiences in the last few weeks which have kind of scared me.

Parking spots that open up when I want them to.  Sales within my business. Friends that I have thought about that call me for no reason.

Your mind works for good and bad.  My Mom has been fearing being in the hospital. And guess what?  She just got out and the illness that she has feared for the last 2 years was the thing that put her into the hospital.

Watch what you think about!!

WEEK 20

So where do I even start?

I was blown away to see that we have 1200 thoughts per minute.

WOW, no wonder why I don’t sleep great and have issues with the sit!  I can not stop all of these thoughts in my head,  But, when I concentrate on the new me.  EVERYTHING else becomes quite and I can really see the new me emerging.  And I have to tell you that is so very exciting!!!!

I am so overwhelmed with this information and I see these things starting to come together for me.  I am so amazed.

I can not wait to see what this upcoming webinar reveals.

SO EXCITED!!!